New Nightmares

I had a nightmare my family died in a car accident, leaving only my littlest sister with me. I had to go to court with her dad to keep her and sell most of everything we owned before we started living in my moms old car and traveling around just to keep her from getting bored and I felt like I was afraid of letting her becoming stunted just because I didn't try hard enough. I was also afraid because we were running away from her dad because he was always trying to take her and had become violent to a point where he slapped her for trying to get away from him...I woke up wit my little sister in my arms, I don't remember sleeping on the couch or even her coming to sleep next to me.

I can't sleep more than 2 hours, I went to a mental health clinic and spoke with one of the doctors. As far as she could see she doesn't think I'm crazy but thinks it might have something to do with my mom. No idea why but she said it was because from how I described things and my interactions with her. She advised me to talk to my mom and my family, it's gonna be hard but I have to try.